Its gotta get easier. I’m holding on to that. Sometimes I just repeat that to myself. It has to. One day further away from my sister and one day closer. Some days I just want to get on with it and go home. It can get so hard some days. I’m giving it all I’ve got. Feels like more. Im not sure it’s enough.
Im holding on to easier.
Everything happens so quickly now. When you decide to be Spiritually centered, God catapults you in to this shedding period. Shedding parts of yourself that no longer serve you. A lot is learned and is healed at a very fast pace. It’s intense! I have had a lot of times in my life where this acute shift has happened. However, this has been the most profound.
We repeat what we don’t repair. That’s why we have similar patterns in different relationships, in our health, mind or any level of being. It’s all attracted or created by ourselves. Once recognized, healed and evolved, it’s like living a new life. Sometimes I am not sure if I died or if Margie died. I assure you, I know it is the latter. However, I feel as though I’m in a new realm. Don’t get me wrong, I still feel frozen or stagnant at times. I still make mistakes. I’m just less afraid to make them. I know that tomorrow never comes. Life is created in daily, seemingly small decisions. Procrastinating is a way of running from what your soul already knows is possible. Once you discover why your soul has been brought here, the three dimensional needs seem to show up more easily. When people are heart and soul centered; it evolves the collective consciousness. We can raise the frequency much higher and much more quickly when functioning through our higher selves.
Kate Karpel is a writer and teacher. She is passionate about helping others fulfill their creative potential. Take a course, burry yourself in one of her books (coming soon), get some inspiration from her blog, or grab something from the boutique.